have not been writing for so long.I know. but too many things to do and obviously not enough time. I endeavour not to think about it , about him but it's suprisingly so hard but success supposes endeavour so we will see.
I don't eat or in other way i try not to eat and sometimes it's better and sometimes i'm forced to do it.Anyway I 'm trying to do my best to lose on weight.

And generally no one cares.
N o o n e!

So this perspectiv of being totally out of everything , without anyone makes me feel so depressed.

that's it for now.